Your Guru

01 August 2013

Have you ever?....

Has it ever happened with you?...when you are at a beautiful natural surrounding, breathing in the air, seeing nature and loving every second, even split second of it. Time almost stops and all your senses  are activated and alert. A thought crosses and breaks the flow of that energy and you want to go back to that blissful feel. You wish you could stay there, you haven't got quite enough just yet. And then, someone you are along with says, "okay great view, now what? Boring, lets leave."Well, if you have, it just means you are a lot connected to the vibration of this universe and your inner stillness. Unfortunately the person accompanying you is possessed by his worldly mind that constantly talks and wants something exciting, every second and forces you to miss the ultimate truth and beauty around you, now.

Have you ever written down your bitter feelings during a tough time in your life? And then you accidentally stumbled upon it years later and realised how much you have grown and how naive you were to allow such negativity effect you?Well if you have, it should only strengthen your belief that you are in the right direction. It should bring a smile on your face or maybe a tear or two of joy!

Have you ever looked back at your life and seen how every problem or situation you hated and asked God, "why, why me?" are coinciding with the times you grew up just a little more? The episodes you wish had never happened, the ones you so wish you could just erase from your memory are actually the ones that made you a better person? You made a mistake so that you understood why not to make it again?If you have, then you have learned. You have not let anything go waste. You have respected time and not let it repeat. You have evolved.

Have you ever looked at yourself and asked "who am I?, Why am I here?". If you have, that marks the beginning of your awakening.

Have you ever watched yourself cry while inside felt the silence and indifference and almost leapt out of your body in astonishment? Almost as if you realised that they were two of you? No one to share the experience with and yet you just know you are not alone? If you have, you have met the real you for the first time and it will only get better.

Have you ever felt that love, sex, money, life itself are all overrated? Its really no big deal. The moment you are in, is just so beautiful that it doesn't matter even it were the last one? If you have, you are going away from wants and tapping in to the 'Now'.

You search around for your Guru, so desperately and cling on to someone after the other just to gain some knowledge to take you the next step and then the next step. And then when you reach a point of no one further to get help from, frustrated you ask your questions to the universe, you meditate. Have you ever experienced mundane things talking back to you as your answers? In that solitude you smile inwardly as you have connected to the soul of the universe. And you know it, as you have found your Guru.